Friday, May 08, 2009
A lot to think.
She wants to talk to someone.. But she couldnt find the right one to listen to her.. She couldnt do anything.. She felt so helpless inside at times.. Who is there to share the pain? the troubles? All you know is just to laugh around and play around.. Do you realli care? Well, you dont have to..
She was having so much in her head alone today.. She felt like bursting into tears in the public.. She is trying her best to hold back.. 'Do you think they like her?' A very straight forward question, just like a sharp knife poking into her heart.. Thanks for reminding once again.. Its seriously stupid when she thought about it.. well, mostly to everyone.. She felt its all one-sided! Who cares if she is not around? She has so many friends, she wouldnt even mind if she is not with us.. But you did not know how much she went through just to try to be around with u all.. you dont know.. Yet, in return, she got all the scars that she never want to have or should she say..she never imagine having..
She is so sick of herself being sooo loving and caring..yet being hated back for that? If only she could spend some time on those that love her back, those that wanted so much to talk to her, to know her more and yet getting a cold shoulder from her..
'I am sorry..'
If only she could love again, 11:47 PM.
